I’m sitting at my desk listening to “She’s heaven” by Green..I love this song.. Brings me back to when I first started the whole “Secret Weapon” thingee.
I’m feeling discombobulated.. Is that the right word for it?
I think it is..Either that or I have tossed my head out a window..
Having any kind of disrepair or upset in my life throws me off.
And the hole in my ceiling makes me feel a little disorientated.
Maybe I am as autistic as Jack.. nah… cause I move furniture around too much when I feel I need change.
Sometime this afternoon the water people are coming to set up a water sucking device in my ceiling. Because we really don’t need any mold? It’s gonna be huge and noisy and above my fucking head.. Literally. My bedroom is above my office and I assume it will vibrate and piss me off. It will throw me off to have that much noise in the house.
But we gotta do what we gotta do.
Also threw me off they were earlier than the 9:30 they said.. I don’t trust people who show up early. Makes me think they might be anxious. I like to show up right on the dot.
I don’t trust people who are late either.. Right on the dot people.. Right on the dot…What if I was rushing around still getting dressed.. UGH!

So anyway.. I won’t be blogging all weekend. It’s Dyl’s birthday on Sunday.. And much to the Gidget way I need to go shopping for him at Toys r us.. TOMORROW.. Yes the day before.. He was finding every gift I got.. Along with Jack helping.. I got sick of having to let him have the gifts early so I am waiting.
OK so get this.. A fucking Barbie.. He asked for a Barbie!
OK so maybe it’s just a monster high doll….BUT it looks like a Bratz doll with fangs!
WHAT IS MAIA DOING TO MY BOYS?
So they are sitting in bed last night BARBIES or monster high dolls in hand playing..
It really bothers me in a way that I probably shouldn’t let it…
BUT IT DOES!
I gotta give it up and not give him a complex about it…
I will buy some boys toys tomorrow. Toys r us.. OH BOY.. I am gonna have so much fun.. I can think of better ways to spend my Saturday and that isn’t one of them.
And I can guarantee I won’t be too happy tomorrow missing out on fun to go to a toy store.
I’d much rather be DOING FUN! Even if it was just sitting in a friggen forest with my camera…

So Maia offered to bake a cake for Dyl when I take him to dinner tomorrow night.. Was thinking of taking him to the Stray Dog.. Cause I know they will spoil him rotten!
On Sunday his actual birthday he has two things going on.. Birthday party at Burger King with his little friends from school.. And then pizza with grandma and grandpa..

A mother from school called and we laughed as she said “Hey I don’t even know what to call you” and I said “Dyl’s mom is fine”.. And she laughed cause then she admitted she forgot her own name there for a minute…
That is what it boils down to.. I am a mom..
Someday maybe once a month I can be Gidget.. That would be awesome.. This weekend though.. My name is Dyl’s mom.

http://monsterhighdoll.org/